Fantasies

Sometimes, we find ourselves daydreaming, fantasizing. We picture those wonderful moments we want to actually happen. Some simple fantasies yet we put so much hope and faith in it. We hope for those simple yet when thought of, meaningful times that paints a smile on our face. It only hurts to know that some of our deepest, greatest fantasies can't come true. After all, they are just fantasies and it pains us to back to reality.

What's your deepest or greatest fantasy? To fly? To walk underwater? To go to the earth's core? To spend a moment with a dead love one? To make a conversation with a friend lost or a special someone? To see the future? Well, these may be some. We can dream them. We can see them. We can picture them. But can we make them come true? Can we see them actually happen? It is disappointing for those things running through our mind just passes through. They can't happen. Sometimes, even those really simple, those sometimes you actually see happen to other people seem impossible to happen to you. You then start wondering why. You've put so much hope and faith, you believed in it. Small, simple fantasies yet you believe in them. There are times wherein it's better to erase those images on your mind than think of it and hurt yourself because reality comes to life. You and you fantasies are blocked by this thick, hard wall of reality. Some may be too low, others too high. Maybe that's why other fantasies can come true for the wall separating them are low. They can easily climb on them. For those too high, you can always try to reach the top and not stop in between. But if your hands are weak to hold on and your heart is tired to hope, go down and leave. Accept that fantasies don't always come true and they can be left behind. Learn to face the reality and the facts so when you go on fantasizing again, maybe by then you'd know when is it too impossible and not. You fantasize again and the walls separating are low and easy to climb. Making your fantasies happen brings you a really good feeling. So, you fantasize again. But be sure that you know when to limit yourself in the world of fantasies.

Sometimes, I find myself staring at the wall and daydream. Thinking, picturing, imagining those moments makes me happy and I have this certain hope that the events and situations happening through my mind would actually happen. I notice myself sleeping after the imagining and the fantasizing. I guess it's hard and tiring to think about it. When I wake up, reality bites me. I realize that some of my fantasies are too far to reach. Though it's hard, I move on and leave the thought behind. I let it go because I know I'd be the one to get hurt in the end. I learn to move forward. It's not bad to make some fantasies, just let yourself know that not all fantasies come true.